Intro:GEm C G
Dear God, please hear me out
D Em
I know itʼs been a couple years
C G D
Since Iʼve reached out and said hello
Em
I bet youʼre wondering
C
Why I keep
G D Em
Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
C
When I should be
G D Em
Living life and soaking up the memories
C G
I know Iʼve been selfish, I have
D Em
No excuse to give you, itʼs true
C G
Hanging by a threadʼs how I live
D Em
I donʼt know why, but I feel more comfortable
Chorus: C
Living in my agony
G
Watching my self-esteem
D Em
Go up in flames, acting like I donʼt
C
Care what anyone else thinks
G
When I know truthfully
D Em
That thatʼs the furthest thing from how I
C G
Feel, but Iʼm too proud to open up and ask you
D Em
To pick me up and pull me out this hole Iʼm trapped in
C G
The truth is I need help, but I just canʼt imagine
D
Who Iʼd be if I was happy
Em
Yeah, been this way so long
C
It feels like somethingʼs off when Iʼm not depressed
G
I got some issues that I wonʼt address
D
I got some baggage I ainʼt open yet
Em
I got some demons I should put to rest
C
I got some traumas that I canʼt forget
G
I got some phone calls Iʼve been avoiding
D
Some family members I donʼt really connect with
Em
Some things I said, I wish I woulda not let slip
C
Some hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips
G
Some bridges burned, Iʼm not ready to rebuild yet
D
Some insecurities I havenʼt dealt with, yes
Em
Iʼll be the first to admit that Iʼm a lonely soul
C
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
G
Losing hope, heading down a dangerous road
D Em
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when Iʼm
Chorus: C
Living in my agony
G
Watching my self-esteem
D Em
Go up in flames, acting like I donʼt
C
Care what anyone else thinks
G
When I know truthfully
D Em
That thatʼs the furthest thing from how I
C G
Feel, but Iʼm too proud to open up and ask you
D Em
To pick me up and pull me out this hole Iʼm trapped in
C G
The truth is I need help, but I just canʼt imagine
D Em
Who Iʼd be if I was happy
Bridge:C G
Donʼt know whatʼs around the bend
D Em
Donʼt know what my future is
C G D Em
But I canʼt keep on living in
Chorus: C
Living in my agony
G
Watching my self-esteem
D Em
Go up in flames, acting like I donʼt
C
Care what anyone else thinks
G
When I know truthfully
D Em
That thatʼs the furthest thing from how I
C G
Feel, but Iʼm too proud to open up and ask you
D Em
To pick me up and pull me out this hole Iʼm trapped in
C G
The truth is I need help, but I just canʼt imagine
D
Who Iʼd be if I was happy
Outro:Em C G D
Ooh ooh if I was happy
Em C G D
Ooh ooh If I was happy