F Am So I took my medication and I poured my trauma out Bb On some sad-eyed middle aged manʼs over-priced new leather couch Dm F And we argued about Jesus finally found some middle ground Bb I said Iʼm cured F Am And Iʼve divvied up my anger into thirty separate parts Bb Keep the bad shit in my liver and the rest around my heart Dm F And Iʼm still angry at my parents for what their parents did to them Bb But itʼs a start Pre-Chorus: Dm F But I ignore things and I move sideways Bb F ʼTill I forget what I felt in the first place Bb F At the end of the day I know there are worse ways C To stay alive Chorus: Dm ʼCause everyoneʼs growing F And everyoneʼs healthy Bb F Iʼm terrified that I might never have met me Bb F Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty C I guess Iʼll drive F I guess Iʼll drive F Am So I forgot my medication fell into a manic high Bb Spent my savings at a Lulu now Iʼm suffering in style Dm F Why is pain so damn impatient ainʼt like itʼs got a place to be Bb Keeps rushing me Pre-Chorus: Dm F But I ignore things and I move sideways Bb F ʼTill I forget what I felt in the first place Bb F At the end of the day I know there are worse ways C To stay alive Chorus: Dm ʼCause everyoneʼs growing F And everyoneʼs healthy Bb F Iʼm terrified that I might never have met me Bb F Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty C I guess Iʼll drive F I guess Iʼll drive Bridge: Bb F And if all my life was wasted Dm C I donʼt mind Iʼll watch it go Bb F C Itʼs better to die numb than feel at all Bb F Oh if all my life was wasted Dm C I donʼt mind Iʼll watch it go Bb F C Itʼs better to die numb than feel at all Pre-Chorus: Dm F But I ignore things and I move sideways Bb F ʼTill I forget what I felt in the first place Bb F At the end of the day I know there are worse ways C To stay alive Chorus: Dm ʼCause everyoneʼs growing F And everyoneʼs healthy Bb F Iʼm terrified that I might never have met me Bb F Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty C I guess Iʼll drive F I guess Iʼll drive