Intro: Bb Dm C C Bb Dm I have this paralyzing fear that Iʼll maybe go nowhere C But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared Bb Dm And I canʼt stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common C But being lonelyʼs worse than just having friends that donʼt care Pre-Chorus: Bb Dm You said it looks like Iʼve been going through hell C How did you know? How could you tell? Bb Dm C Ask me to explain myself, well Chorus: Bb Dm Iʼm trying my best here to be brutally honest C Nobody said changing would be this exhausting Bb Dm A foot on the break ʼcause itʼs been making me carsick C How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic Bb Dm Donʼt wanna say it but I really think that I miss him C It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts Bb Dm Who knew that wanting someonе could ever make mе this desperate C Donʼt think Iʼll do that again, no Pre-Chorus: Bb Dm You said it looks like Iʼve been going through hell C How did you know? How could you tell? Bb Dm C Ask me to explain myself, well Chorus: Bb Dm Iʼm trying my best here to be brutally honest C Nobody said changing would be this exhausting Bb Dm A foot on the break ʼcause itʼs been making me carsick C How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic Bridge: Gm Bb And maybe Iʼm just blowing all this shit up in my head Dm F But I canʼt help it, no, I canʼt help it Gm Bb Fooling myself thinking that Iʼll never love again Dm F God damn I felt it, I really felt it Gm Bb And maybe Iʼm just blowing all this shit up in my head Dm F But I canʼt help it, no, I canʼt help it Gm Bb Spending too much time on things I know that Iʼll forget Dm F But damn I felt it Chorus: Bb Dm Iʼm trying my best here to be brutally honest C Nobody said changing would be this exhausting Bb Dm A foot on the break ʼcause itʼs been making me carsick C How could you blame me?